I have always loved the song Narccisick by the Ragbirds...it is a fantastic representation of the negative side of narcissism...(at least I always viewed narcissism as about "how awesome I am")
which I never would have categorized myself....but really I am a narcissist.....
I tend to think the bad, annoying, frustrating or other negative behaviors elicited by others are because of me. I.e., "they are avoiding me, ignoring me, mad at me...." while on the flipside when nice, wonderful things happen...I tend to downplay it. "They would do that for anyone....it's not a special thing...."
so what does this mean? Basically, I have become self-absorbed in my quest to change the negative to a positive.....and really I haven't come as far as I thought.... it seems my new found 2.0ness may be a bit superficial....
